********** found in my drafts from 2011*************
People fight
People kill
People sin
I am part of the “people” i curse so much.
I fight
I kill
I sin
People fight to compete with others.
People kill others they dont like.
People sin in the name of god and call it holy.
Whats the use of doing all this if you are not going to heaven. Heaven is an illusion and so is hell.
Life is an illusion. And so is death.
I want you to try this. I dont know what its called. Ive been doing this ever since I was a little kid. Since the time i didnt even know what it meant to be human -
Close your eyes and think of the first memory you have of your life. The very first memory.
And think about god. Think about where you are right now in life and how u got there. Think about all the times you thought that this was the best life ever. And then it got even better.
Keep your eyes closed and ‘mentally’ feel your body. The 200 pounds of meat and bones hanging from your head. The body that carries you in this world. It has served you very well till now.But how long will it bear the burden of life? Now open your eyes, and look at your hands. Look at those fingers. Do you remember how they were when you were a kid? How soft they were? How small they were? They have served you really well up till now. But how long will they do your dirty work for you?
Keep your eyes open and think about death. Think about how your hands will decay after you die. Think about how you will not feel anything . Think about how numb you will be when you will be dead. And try to realize the truth. I cant tell you what it is. You should feel it when you do this. You will start feeling like fly on the wall in your own life.
You should get a sense of being separate from your body.
To me this was a form of meditation.
Whenever I do this. I get a sense of being outside my body. I can actually feel myself. I can actually see my self. Maybe I am crazy. I don't know. Try it.. I mean what do you have to lose?
10 minutes of your life. The main reason I am posting this is because I want to know if anyone else out there can do this.
Lately ive been thinking a lot about death and what it would feel like. The whole universe seems pretty spontaneous. I mean pretty much every natural phenomenon can be predicted. But death is one event that can never be foretold. Unless of course you are a judge and u just sentenced a guy to be hanged till death *breaks the tip of the pen while signing on the orders*.
As some of you may know, I lost a very dear friend a few days back. But i dont want to depress you all with that stuff. But I cant help but notice how fragile the human body is.
People fight
People kill
People sin
I am part of the “people” i curse so much.
I fight
I kill
I sin
People fight to compete with others.
People kill others they dont like.
People sin in the name of god and call it holy.
Whats the use of doing all this if you are not going to heaven. Heaven is an illusion and so is hell.
Life is an illusion. And so is death.
I want you to try this. I dont know what its called. Ive been doing this ever since I was a little kid. Since the time i didnt even know what it meant to be human -
Close your eyes and think of the first memory you have of your life. The very first memory.
And think about god. Think about where you are right now in life and how u got there. Think about all the times you thought that this was the best life ever. And then it got even better.
Keep your eyes closed and ‘mentally’ feel your body. The 200 pounds of meat and bones hanging from your head. The body that carries you in this world. It has served you very well till now.But how long will it bear the burden of life? Now open your eyes, and look at your hands. Look at those fingers. Do you remember how they were when you were a kid? How soft they were? How small they were? They have served you really well up till now. But how long will they do your dirty work for you?
Keep your eyes open and think about death. Think about how your hands will decay after you die. Think about how you will not feel anything . Think about how numb you will be when you will be dead. And try to realize the truth. I cant tell you what it is. You should feel it when you do this. You will start feeling like fly on the wall in your own life.
You should get a sense of being separate from your body.
To me this was a form of meditation.
Whenever I do this. I get a sense of being outside my body. I can actually feel myself. I can actually see my self. Maybe I am crazy. I don't know. Try it.. I mean what do you have to lose?
10 minutes of your life. The main reason I am posting this is because I want to know if anyone else out there can do this.
Lately ive been thinking a lot about death and what it would feel like. The whole universe seems pretty spontaneous. I mean pretty much every natural phenomenon can be predicted. But death is one event that can never be foretold. Unless of course you are a judge and u just sentenced a guy to be hanged till death *breaks the tip of the pen while signing on the orders*.
As some of you may know, I lost a very dear friend a few days back. But i dont want to depress you all with that stuff. But I cant help but notice how fragile the human body is.
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